I'm Back!

Here I am... sitting here on a beautiful Saturday morning. Frosty white outside, but the sun is thawing everything out.
I have had an interesting week. I have done really well. 2 days off the wagon. But that's ok - did not enjoy it, and paid for it! So c'mon Monday!

This Monday is the start of the 12WBT. I have looked at the program now. It is a little daunting. But that is ok. The food looks a little scary. Lot's of fish. I don't eat fish. So, lots of poor little chickens coming up. And I have not seen her simple cooking instructions yet!

As for exercise I bought Michelle Bridges DVD's and she has incorporated them into her training, so that is good. Much easier to follow. But the crunches and squats and things will take some learning! I also bought a book/diary called It's All About Me. Ive had one before, and they are good. It is a calorie counter, but the left side of the page is for exercise. I never really used it before, so now I can write down what I am doing and compare easily, so I will be able to see all the progress I will make :)

During the week Mich asked us to weigh in and measure up. That wasn't too bad, as I do that weekly for my BLC tracking anyway. BUT... she wanted a picture of us in underwear or 2 piece swimmers! WTF! OMG! I did it. THAT was HORRIBLE! I pity anyone that has to look at that. As a result, I will not be posting it. I would have to say, that is one of my worst shots.

So, why did I drink this week? Well, I think it was guilt. I am not really comfortable with a lot of things I do. Well, that's not really the point. I am in a uncomfortable position. I want to do a good job, and I don't feel that I can do more than what I am. So between that and putting things on people I don't want, it gets hard. Anyway, I could dribble about thousands of things that annoy me. But that is not the point. The point is my daughter has been a wonderful support, and actually physically tackled me at the bottle shop the other day :) Got to love her!

I also got 2 results for my assignment's for uni this week, a credit and a distinction. So I am very happy with that. I have 2 more due, so the next 2 weeks blogging (OH POO - ONLY 1 WEEK LEFT!) will be minimal. But will try to jot my achievement's with 12WBT daily :)

Love and peace to all xx